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-So close yet so far...-

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-So close but so far...-

She was my everything,
She always made me smile,
She made my life so great
I never wanted to imagine my life without her...

She didn't crush my heart
No, not like in the past where I have been thrown out without a care
She still loved me,
She was torn apart...
So was I

I want her to be happy
I want her to smile
I'm sure whoever she finds
He'll do alot better than I ever could...

We shared some wonderful times
She'll always have a place in my heart
I guess things don't always work out
It's never going to be the same again...

She loved me for who I am
I loved her for who she is
She didn't care about looks
She didn't care about money
She loved me for who I am on the inside, not on the outside

She know's she can always come to me
Whenever she is down, whenever she is lonely
I'll be there for her, i'll help her when she's down
I'll help her when she needs a friend by her side
I'll be with her always, i'll always be there

She'll always be in my heart
Will I ever find someone as amazing as her again?
Whenever I was with her, everything stopped just for us
Every second with her was bliss
I still love her...and I always will
It just seems it was too much

Can one love too much?
That's what I ask myself
Did I try to rush things too far?
She wasnt ready for this just yet
Not to give it all up, no I don't want that
I want her to smile
I want her to be happy
Go out there, be the best you can be
You're the best
Don't let anyone tell you any different

Maybe we won't ever live together,
I had hoped we would have...
When you read this, know that I wasn't crushed
I was hurt, but I wasnt crushed
You want the best for both of us
I want the best for both of us

You will always be my babycakes
I'll never forget you
I'll probably never find a girl like you ever again...
If I do it'd be a stroke of luck
Knowing me, luck isnt on my side all the time
It sure was when I met you

You were so close yet so far away...
I just hoped maybe some day
I could wake up next to you each morning
See that spark in your eyes
See that beautiful smile of yours
Run my fingers through your soft hair
Kiss you on the lips once more
And tell you how much I loved you...

I miss you...
Things won't ever be the same
Promise me you won't forget me
Promise me you'll do your best
I hope you find what you are looking for
I love you and I always will
I guess somethings just arent meant to be...

Just remember, please remember...
I'll always be there for you....
Yes...me and ash broke up...it's sad but it wasnt like any past relationship...it's hard but I have to be strong for her, that's what she would want.

-Good News-
Me and ash are now back together, now she is as happy as ever and so am I.
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ryostag's avatar
I'm sorry to hear that. :< I like this piece though, I've been there before. Though my ending wasn't quite the same, I've learned from it and am stronger from it.