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the awkward**words are always getting tangled up on my tongue
like somewhere on the way to my mouth from my lungs
riding on a highway, a skyway of oxygen
skatin’ over bones and their insides of collagen
at motorcycle speed, drive up the sides of my throat
only to come out o’ here on a completely wrong note
like, everything i try to say
comes out in the wrong way
like russian roulette ballet
i mess it all up~
i try to tell you how i feel on what’s almost a daily basis
but over here, my voice is breakin’ vases,
your faces, i can tell that i’ve said the wrong thing
in this game i’m too early or too late with my swing
i k

you and no one elsecan't get this state out
of my mind
it's just a blurry
vision
of things that come
alive

you bury it
deep underground
waiting for days
to change all
the things
ashamed

but when i get
to you
i'll teach you
how you do

you won't get my
sympathy
but you still
scream through the door

that's how it really
happens
you bury yourself
to get some
peace of
mind

and there's none
to find
only more troubles
ahead of time

MockeryMaybe I've been broken,
Maybe I've given a little too much,
Or perhaps not enough.

I loved you with all I was,
I may not have understood at the time,
Just what I was doing,
But I do know now,
A long time has gone by,
Don't know what to do.

Don't keep me out forever,
It's gettin' kinda lonely,
Without you here by my side,
Do you remember the whispers we shared,
Late into the night,
Curled into one another.

Lines have been drawn,
We're enemies in love,
We can't agree to disagree,
As we toe the line,
What we once had,
Can we have it again...?

Have either of us grown up enough,
To face the truth of who were are?
Or are we gonna dance around a

ReflectionsThings had never meant to be,
when I closed my eyes to a dream.
Underwater I face the moon,
feeling its caress in this barren abyss.

Figments of hopes and prayers
flitting and fleeting around me,
a school of fish swimming
in glistening silver fragments.

In a future that once was
and a past that could never be,
I felt the ebb and flow
of a faint midday sun with you.

But when my eyes awaken,
it becomes too much to bear.
A drab reality falls in place,
crushing these remnants of possibility.

Some people would ask
About what I am hiding
Underneath my mask
I would sometimes say

"Let me tell you about myself
About who am I
And what I really am
Without telling any lies"

"I am nice, kind,
Quiet, meek,
Cute and adorable
The girl who hardly speaks"

No, I lied
Sorry about that
I lied about being meek
I am opposite of that

"I am indifferent,
Uncaring, cold,
nonchalant, and bland
Or so I was told"

Sorry, I lied again
I am none of those
I lied about being cold,
That is just a pose

"I am dark, gothic
Evil, and scary
Someome who you
Would never marry"

"I am mysterious
As some would say
I am a witch or sorceress
Who likes to play"

N

Almost nothing left...The days are days,
the nights are nights,
time runs fast,
all the time.

The days they're long,
and the nights are short,
the days of wrong,
and the nights of bliss.

My dreams and fantasies are not enough,
yes in it i kissed you, so what?
But in the day everything falls apart,
drifting further, further past start.

Please, i need someone to hold me,
someone hold me tight,
but theres no-one out there,
theres no one left.

My love is almost souly run out,
i give up on the whole thing,
what's the point of love?
when in the end it stings.

The night time short,
the day times long,
in the day i'm with you,
but i've never felt so alone.

she stared at the straps that she stared at the straps that held the cups that contained her breasts
and the stained shoelaces that like her are strung out on the floor;
just as frayed and crusted as the panties hanging off the edge of bed
I wonder what her mother thinks; after she says her prayers at night
When she lays down in that little suburban house crying at her baby book.
Does she know or imagine her daughter is doing something different.
You can't buy love, but you sure can sell it and you can sell a smile and a nod.
The bags that run ever so deep between arteries and organs destroying the synapses to your-
Regulatory functions going; pure animalist living quart

GangsLas vidas de los hijos de la muerte son los que mueren muchas veces más que sus víctimas.

HeartI am not the monster
that goes bump
in the night.

I am not the monster
that is savage and
destroys the flesh.

No,

I am the monster
burdened with a heart
to rip myself part by part.

I am the monster
that self-destructs
cathartic, beautiful.

I am the monster
with a tongue
knotted in the throat,

by choice.

I am the monster
with faulty restraint,
a smile with shadows.

No,

I am not the monster
you claim I am,
ready to destroy you.

You are not
what my existence encompasses,
not my center.

My core is my heart
my gift
my fault.

I am the monster,
the man-made disaster
toxic to itself --

and You are
an unfortunate casualty,
nothing more,

JealousyI am happy she is gone

Is that wrong, I don’t know

I’m not sure I still want you

But you are mine alone

I'm notI'm not innocent, but instead fragmented,
Parts of a soul divided.
One part hopeful, drowned out by the rest,
And gloom fogging the mix.
I'm not calm. I'm voices screaming,
Shouting so loud that they all cancel each other's points.
I'm drawn, and hindered, and straining,
But mostly faded out.
I am two parts of a story told, cut short far before the conclusion.
I am the whisper of a thought begun
but interrupted.

the foxyou came out of nowhere
a bit lost
a bit scared
scarred even

but there was something
new
a connection between
two souls adrift

who saw us
and see now what
we became
may not understand
that life came
and took us by our hands

and with all this caffeine
in my bloodstream
i say
we talked all night long

i hope you let me
enter your universe
as my universe is open
to you

Taking Back My LifeDear Mr. Inner Demon, you've no business here,
I suggest you leave forever, let me make this clear,
I've outgrown your influence, I do not feel fear,
No longer do I flinch or back away when you draw near,
I press against you, face to face, reflect your devil's sneer,
You may storm and scream, but my voice is all I hear,
There's a cliff behind you and the drop is quite severe,
If you were to topple down, I'd not shed a tear,
Now listen,
Hear my name,
It's MY domain,
It's MY own game,
I'm NOT insane,
I'm NOT that lame,
I'm NOT the same,
I'll now explain:
You've lost your claim to FAME,
You whispered, pointed,
Self-appointed advisee,
I couldn't see you'd lie to me,
So self-aware I didn't care,
I wasn't there, you took control,
Let me burn and let it roll,
When I awoke you grinned and spoke,
Hearts that broke,
Souls could choke upon these words,
How absurd, I let you herd me,
Move me, shake me,
Move out, make me,
Never gonna take me,
Never gonna break me,
Death, more death and tragedy,
Eve

The HanAmber Dictionary of AwesomeMisplel: To purposely spell a word, in which it was not intended.

Gadsp: A deep, often choking, gasp.

Clong: To cling to somebody and jump up & down, rapidly. Oftentimes, accompanied by giggling.

Tyupi/Tupos: Also known as "typo".

Porn rinds: Also known as "pork skins".

Clap8: To clap rapidly & loudly, eight times.

Fuckcake/Cupadack: Another word for "cupcake"

Carpwet: A wet, usually very soaked, carpet.

Gouda: A heavenly figure, most often referred to, as "God".

Winder: A glass pane found in buildings, houses and cars. Most often called "windows".

Apposeta: Slang, for "supposed to".

Rtihy: Another word, for "right".

Bananaweenie:

Ur eyes shine like the forth oUr eyes shine like the forth of the July the color splashs wanting to leave white out of the picture ur eyes are beautiful there not pitiful ur eyes are all u need for being beauitiful

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-Smile Again-

by ~DarkShadowRage, Dec 20, 2007, 5:05:26 PM
Literature / Poetry / Human Nature / Urban & Spoken Word

-Smile Again-

A new day has dawned
It's freash and full of life
Another day with your friends
Seem's like an endless eternity

You don't know how it feels
To feel this kind of love
You don't know how it feels
To be taken in
You don't know how it feels
To be back once again

Full of energy
Full of life
Full of happyness
Not a bit of strife

I have my friends
I am forever greatful
They always make me feel happy
They always make me feel safe

It just feels really great
To be able to smile again

-Smile Again-by ~DarkShadowRage

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©2007-2013 ~DarkShadowRage

Short I know, but hey I was in a good mood

~jeweljk Dec 28, 2007

quite true, ive forgotten how this feels. very nicely written

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~ryostag Dec 21, 2007

good i'm glad

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~DarkShadowRage Dec 21, 2007

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!silentange101 Dec 20, 2007

its so good to have friends when everything feels like its falling apart.

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~DarkShadowRage Dec 20, 2007

Just, everything now is coming together again slowly but surely.

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~sciencegoddess26 Dec 20, 2007

I love it.

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~DarkShadowRage Dec 20, 2007

Thank you very much

I did too XD It felt really good.

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